This is a very true personal experience that I think it is worthwhile
to share to those who like to collect manuals, especially exotic Thai magic
manuals, leklai and stuffs made of grave yard dirt.
The story begins when I got hold of a Kelantanese Thai
manual not too long ago. I started to draw the yants and started the chants as
recorded in the manual. Interesting things occur almost instantly. On that
night, a friendly monk approached me and invited me to go for a leklai hunting,
told me that someone will throw rumours around. True enough all those happened.
At first it was in the dream, and then gradually I can see
this monk moving about in my house until I felt no privacy. What was not OK was
that the atmosphere in my house became cold and seemed to have accumulated much
negative energies. I began to have head and eye ache.
I decide to give my guru rinpoche a call, and my guru’s
reply confirmed my suspicions that the entity was an evil spirit. The rinpoche
ordered me to attend a Black Thorma Chod retreat and a pacification fire puja
session. So I did. Right after the retreat I felt great. My guru then
instructed me to perform one annihilation fire ritual and three pacification
fire rituals at my house.
Now everything was back to normal. But the spirit was hurt
during the annihilation ritual, and due to the practice of compassion, my guru
instructed me to carry out a healing fire ritual and a phowa deliverance ritual
to send it away.
The moral of the story is that, be very careful of what you
collect and practise; if you cannot find any support of your practice, then it
is time to stop. Even an experience person can also find himself into trouble.
In my case, I was lucky my guru was around the corner.
"...very careful of what you collect and practise; if you cannot find any support of your practice, then it is time to stop...."
ReplyDeletetotally agree with that;)