There are many reasons why people choose to commit suicide. Amongst
the reasons are physical, psychological and spiritual.
People can commit suicide because they are despaired about
their living conditions. For example: If a person is heavily in debt and that
he/she can find no way out to clear his/her debts; then this person may opt to
end his/her own life.
There are also people committed suicides due to mental
depression. With no apparent provocative reasons, a mentally depressed person
can commit suicide out of the blue. Of course, there are many tell-tale signs
that a trained professional can pick up if a patient will try to end his/her
own life.
A more debatable attribution to suicides is perhaps a person
killed him/herself because the spirit that possessed the person enticed he/she
to commit suicide.
What then is the difference if a person committed suicide
because of physical constraint, mental depression or that of the spirit
possession then?
Through my observations and true cases that I have handled
so far, it is suffice to say that:
·
If a person is in real trouble of money matters,
then he/she will be less likely to seek help before he/she committed suicide.
·
If a person is in mental depression, then he/she
too is likely to kill him/herself without prior warning; moreover, seeking
external help.
·
If a person is possessed, then he/she is VERY
likely to seek help not once, but many times.
There are many books written on spirit induced suicides but
sad to say, there are not many well founded discussions or research in this
matter.
I don’t pretend to be experts in handling suicide cases but
please allow me kick out some of the real stories that I have saved and failed
to save for some reasons:
A married lady was having problems with her marriage life
and she thought of committing suicide. She came to my place and told me her own
feelings:
“I have no intention to commit suicide but there seemed to
have another person inside me asking me to kill myself; the inner voice even
taught me how to get a quick kill.
You know that I am staying on the 25th floor and
that I never had this kind of feeling before when I stood in my balcony looking
down until recently. This urge of mine of jumping down from the balcony was so
strong right after I quarrelled with my husband.
As I was leaning forward on my balcony railing and prepared
to make a jump, suddenly a ray of sunlight shone into my eyes and suddenly my
urge of wanting of die was gone! Apparently it was the ray from distant setting
sun… You see, my balcony was facing westwards and it was around 6:30pm; it was
just the right time for the sun to set.
Maybe I was lucky to be saved by the sun that time, but what
should I do as I want to get rid of this inner voice?”
After pondering for a while, this was the advice that I gave
to the lady:
“You will be on the safe side if you continue to have the
urge to live on. But please find a hobby and have some activities to keep
yourself occupied. Meanwhile please keep me informed of your progress.”
A month later, the lady finally lost her suicidal inner
voice after some rounds of ritual blessings; and after she had some thought
about her unhappy marriage life.
Apparently the said lady has overcome her feeling of wanting
to kill herself but it is not so with another lady friend of mine, Jennifer who
was working in Singapore. Both of the ladies had some similar experience with
mysterious suicidal voice but with very different outcome… Unfortunately
speaking, Jennifer who also had a very unhappy married life committed suicide
by jumping down from her balcony.
A few days before Jennifer killed herself, she gave me a
call but unfortunately I was in some remote area in Chiangmai, Thailand
performing a meditative retreat with my master. When I finally returned to
civilization and returned her call, it was too late. It was Jennifer’s sister
who picked up the phone and informed me of the sad news.
Perhaps if I would have returned a little earlier, then
maybe I could save Jennifer’s life. This incident remains to be one of my regrettable
cases in my magical life!
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