At the beginning, I did intend to share the knowledge. But after a few rather heartless and inconsistent tries, I decided to discontinue the practice. After all, no one appreciates free stuffs anyway. Further, my time is not free for all and I have my life to live with another lady.
I would advise you to dismiss your intention at this point. If you are persistent, then look for a master nearby and pay him some fees. As I have said: nothing is free.
If you have embarked on route as an apprentice, then please do follow the whole system throughout the course. And if you do hold your practice for 10 to 20 years, if and only if your master has an unbroken lineage; you will get something that I can promise you.
Please do not learn a system half way, and convert to another system half way. If you do so, I don't know what you will be in... Although I know you will get something for sure.
I am sure most of you have cast many spells and yet to see results and that you are still trying on new rituals. Please stop such trial and error on magic rituals: good if they don't take effect at all, ill if some of them happen after 20 years time when you are having a peaceful life.
I see each person as an energy storage that is constantly storing energy and the frequency of the energy release differs from one person to another. That is perhaps why some magic takes a long time to take effect.
Keeping your practice pure is important because different practices will have different requirements: Thai magic is more on the Yin energy while Taoist magic works on both Yin and Yang energy depending on which school you follows. The Vietnamese magic is a cross between Taoism and Buddhism, The Javanese and Middle Eastern magic are differences too...
So, please choose your system and a teacher and practise diligently for an extended prod of time. Otherwise, just follow with your standard religion; which would be a safer path.